Sunday, March 19, 2006
sunday
BenBlackshit! didnt go to church again...i freakin suck. feel guilty how i cant even put aside 2 hrs for church when i spent the whole day sleeping and chatting on msn. haven't gone for 1 month exactly and it does feel kinda weird, like my soul hasn't been fed sorta thing...
yeah, played tennis in the morning then came back chatted online with the bugger from down under then slept then woke up and chatted with the bugger from down under again...i think it was a total of 5 hrs of chatting and at the end he made me realise im a closet mj fan. Oh no! kinda worried bout that...
in the end didnt go to kino as well. shit. wanted to get 2 books badly but was just too damn lazy. i think i gotta change, small things like that tell me i have no drive and ambition. fuck i dont even have a drivers license that shows the lack of determination man...i have been procrastinating for almost 3 years. shit. i better wake up...
peel me [][][][][][][[]] 8:17 PM
