Tuesday, January 10, 2006
self discovery
DJ YUEYlast night was a reli weird night of self discovery...was supposed to be an awesome night of roger sanchez but things didn't reli go according to plan. had a fucked up morning at work in which i had to sit in on a meeting for 4.5 hours clicking slides..as a result didn't get to sleep at lunch so i was fuckin tired all day..
had some real good porridge wit keith for dinner then ben, steph, mei and ad came over and all got freakin high playin some drinking games and all dat. a bit later da usual gang came down...chin...poon..etc..keith brought a long some buddies as well. it was all goin well..i was DJing for da first time since da gig almost a month ago! (and damn i reli miss it!!! woohoo..love it..) but then one of keiths mates got whacked in da face by an unidentified person and he got damn pissed off. dunno HOW it happened. i was happily spinning music then i went off 2 da toilet and i see dis guy bleeding and shouting out all dis shit dat only a drunk man can shout. weirddd...so dat dampened da mood slightly but nvm...off 2 zouk.
roger sanchez was a bit of a let down considering just how electrifying he was last may. it seems zouk has lots some of its buzz since mos opened...da crowd jus wasn't there. and it sucks..cuz zouk rocks. i love da atmosphere there...but yeah..it feels like its not da same now. sanchez was playing some decent house but nothin dat reli got me goin. and i was high! so no excuses roger mate! oh yeah how could i forget daniel loy even came down! damn SEA games cyclist neva comes out..but he did yesterday so dat was cool. haha.
anyway yeah...without going into too much detail i had some long conversations with certain people and i realized some things about myself i knew were always there but i never seemed to care about. im volatile...unpredictable...i have good intentions but i guess im a bit naive and i dun consider how other ppl feel as much as i shd. i wear my heart on my sleeve and do what i want when i want.. maybe some ppl call this sort of person a bastard? but i dun think so.. i jus say and do exactly what i feel at any point in time...and thats the way it shd be. hiding and supressing ur gut feeling and instincts will always leave u feeling crap inside. but is it worth hiding sometimes? im not reli sure...
peel me [][][][][][][[]] 4:17 PM
